Monday, December 15, 2008

a StAr is born

In addition 2 music & books Saphire Jade followed the stars. After that bad relationship & growin up hungry & the losers n between. At 17-19 Jade worked & worked. 2 jobs & sold drugs. Stayed fly was so focused & proud @ doin things her mom cldnt do like gets cell phones, cars, credit cards & bank accounts. Jade had 401k, stock, savings & drive. Lost a lame dude bc he was mad @ Jade's success. She Jade preferred the broke type thinkin they cld come up 2gether. She saw men w money used power for sex & wld die b4 takin anything from a man. So she dealt w men dat had nothin 2 offer. But even they just fucked & abused her. @ 19 Saphire Jade met Hindu @ work. Hindu was a twin. The bad twin & he used 2 steal Jade's drugs & her money. He called her a crackhead for bein skinny & not havin a phat ass. He made fun of her short hair & wld argue w her bc he 2 was jealous of Jade's success. Jade eventually got so wrapped up n Hindu's manipulation that she stopped goin 2 school. She wound up pregnant @ 19 & knwn Hindu wld do sme dumb shit like curse her out or beat her or worse yet, say the baby aint his; Jade took what was left of the money he stole that she had for reup & school & took Grace w her 2 the clinic. She had been 2 the clinic b4 but this time Jade opted 4 the surgery. She knew the emotional scars wld nvr heal but cldnt take bleedin that long & sufferin like that again. The procedure was scary & the nurse shouted relax u've done this b4 & even tho the nurse was wrong, Jade was n 2 much shock& distress 2 argue. Once it was over Jade sat, mentally dead n recovery. Her & Grace went 2 get their hair done after & it was just another notch n Saphire's I don't need anyone belt. She continued 2 c Hindu off & on w/o claim or commitment 4 3 yrs. 1 day n Ocean City Jade finally hit Hindu back 4 all the times he hit her, lied 2 her, took her car 2 c another woman, had another woman n her car, 4 her catchin him w another girl n his room. Yeah she slapped him good, 4 the time he thru the window then dragged her

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