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Saphire Jade was neive & quite impressionable. Jade's father began 2 resent & ridicule her more & she began 2 resnt her mother & the roommate & the roommates daughter & stealin cool aid. She took 2 a boi who was 15 soon 2 b 16. Safire Jade had 2 friends Jazz & Grace. There were other girls n the hood they hung w but Jazz & Grace were like Jade's sisters one red bone & one dark skin. Sasha btw satyed w her dad & he remarried. A woman who had 2 kids & then they had a lil boi. Jade wld visit Sasha's house sparatically & vice versa...so Saphire Jade slipped. Her father's animosity grew & she let the crew convince her 2 sleep w her man or lose 2 him sme other. Seein her mother b the other made her not want that @ all. So after watchin the neighborhood hoe gave him a lep dance n front of every1. sme tall light skin, big butt, pretty eyes & blond hair. slut thang. She wanted 2 wait til her 13th bday but wrd was spreadin bout what anthr neighborhood hoe was doin 2 doin 2 all the guys & the pressure was back on. Jazz was the wild 1 btwn the crew. Grace was cool. Jade was sexy & a combo of all 3. & TLC was the shit then. c n the midst off this. Before I 4get 2 mention, music & writin was all Saphire Clung 2. That was her addiction from early on. Havin seen & moved so much...no stable ground, 1 thing 4 certain was a pen, paper & music. She had a few toys, & a couple raggedy clothes, but she knew no matter what, a radio was always available. She cld freestyle thoughts n her head & wished mre than anythin she cld afford a tape recorder so she cld get it out whenever wherever. 12, yrs later that day still hasn't come. Saphire Jade was still mocked n school & add the smokin & suckin dick, a b/f way 2 old 4 her. Out of all the lil boys she had been allowed 2 talk 2 on the phone since the 4th grade, he was the nicest. & didn't choose the pretty girl over her. Saphires grades slipped from the time her parents broke up til the time 1st time SJ learned 2 love her. She had sexed & drugged her way n2 realizing that she didn't want...