A Woman's Worth

24 good hrs passed b4 Saphire grew squirrely. How cld Time just give up so ez.?! She emailed him & text a # she'd hoped was his. N her rage she'd deleted his #. Sure it was per his request but damn she was swift & sudddden w the dagger. She'd sliced him out just as quickly as she had n the past. The only diff now is that she loved him. & she wanted him back. How she say she was goin stay dwn & then renig like dat? Time called on schedule, when he got 2 wrk. Just like she knw he wld. He liked havin the upper hand & pounced on the opportunity 2 make a return 2 old, difficult. Still sweet on her, he wld jokingly admit his behavior n the 1st 48-72 hrs was an attempt 2 punish her. Time thought it was ok 2 b mad @ Jade 4 finally reactin 2 his indescretion. N the days that followed his confession "i gotta crib on the side, w a chick & a ride, I been tellin u so many lies" - Usher..as movin mountains played on repeat n the background..Jade drifted off 2 that quote from his confession part 2 rereleased album. She laughed quietly 2 herself @ how Time wlndt give her any mre of his cd's bc she had thrown them out the window. In Jade's defense it's not like she just did it on a whim for no reason. Only n moments of the upmost wrongdoin, sheer devastastion wld she behaive n a manner not her own. Saphire Jade was slave 2 her rage, it was only demon she cldnt conquer that & love. N the days that followed & Time was back @ it like he nvr left it. Jade was quite receptive & the love made approaching the 72nd hr, was down right deceptive. 4 within the 24hrs folling, Jade had 2 acknowledge the shift. n her axis. The battle came dwn 2 this. What was she willin 2 accept & what was she willin 2 sacrifice? With all that she'd endured, with the life she lived. Cld she cme 2 coexist n another's parrallel universe? It all boiled down 2 man versus self. It all boiled down 2 her personal stock, the strength n her portfolio. It all boiled. Down. 2 the value of a woman's worth. What she wld stand 4 or fall victim 2 vs what she was worth.