Sunday, May 11, 2008

There are no Words

When you get it. When you finally start paying attention. When you are focused. When you are whole and only when you are grown. When you realize you still have so much to learn. When you accept that you have come so far and still have so far to go. When you reflect on self before judging others. When you evolve beyond the initial wanting to realize how fulfilled you really are. When you begin to really be empathic. When you understand that it goes without saying. When you think about the actions and how they really do speak louder than the words. When you realize you have nothing to complain about, nothing to worry abut. When you are content in the growing. In silence you appreciate how the in between is just as it should be. No need to rush things. When you lighten up and stop being so tough. When the cool is removed and the moves are meticulously calculated. Time together, is secretly manipulated. To the James Bonds of dating. You two share top secret codes and encrypted messages. Your very own language. Being in like, is almost majestic. There is a time when you just have to shut up and enjoy. Sit back and don't try to label this or analyze that. We tend to get selfish and often blinded by the me me me. Don't mistake me, though, ain't nothing wrong with How I want it, is how I like it. Just how I like it. Know how I like it and bring forth how I like baby. Yet often times, you wake up one day and realize just the presence of begins to provide the knowing. Answers to the questions you were scared to ask. Simplified. Surface. It goes beyond anything anyone can formulate in a song, rhyme, blog or riddle. Something a greeting card can't capture. The moments you wish you could relive, so they are like a mental picture. A personal keepsake. Priceless, timeless. Yours to have and hold and share at your discretion. Or keep and not share, making a more intimate possession. The essence in laughter. It's uncontainable, and yet so tame. So tranquil and yet so unruly. Unpredictable and reactions sometimes rival fireworks. But somehow it works. You look up and realize, yes...all I can is yes.

2 comments:

ndcush said...

There is no greater feeling then we you really start to get it. When you begin that voyage on realizing who you really are and not who you were taught to believe you are. When opinions don't matter, music and noise become silent, the tv is more of a distraction than it is informative or entertaining, when you would rather here the rain and thunder, or birds chirping, or a waterfall falling into a small pond, or when you would just rather not hear anything at all but the voice of God and the Gospel and the spirit just flashing before your eyes but wait my eyes are closed. This is when you start to understand that every day is an opportunity for growth, a chance to become more Loving, more Understanding, more Giving, more Caring, more Forgiving, more Obedient, Focused, disciplined, when you have the full armor of the Lord strapped on. JOY JOY JOY JOY JOY to the Lord. When we can strong and firm and grounded in him and not be tossed around like a wave of the sea from side to side during calm winds or violent storms. "Do not get tired of doing what is good, for if we endure, at just the right time we will receive or blessings"

The You Axis said...

The peace He brings...unrivaled. All thanks be to GOD.