Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Broken
Despite the wrongs. They dnt outwiegh the right. Despite a cloud a 2, can't block ur shine. Regardless of the lies, they dnt measure up 2 the truth. add up all the men, they can nvr equal up 2 u. Despite the pain. it dnt take away all the joy. & regardless of ur past. it doesn't erase r future. Add up all the petty arguements & it doesn't measure up 2 even half a fight. & stop buggin baby. I gotta temper. Ima spaz from time 2 time. bc dats just what I do. But just bc I dnt knw how 2 express it doesn't mean I don't love you. See its just bc I'm scared. I can't b hurt again. Ur the last man I can even try 2 love. Ur the last man I believe n. & I'm sure if we split. Recover I may. But i'd rather live 4ever n the love we share this day. When night falls & u take me n ur arms. & we create art. We 2gether r but 1 rythym of two beating hearts. Though we r young, we're so tainted w experience, let's not forget 2 remember its purity...love's innocence. So brazen & premature. Fruit awaiting the rippening. As memories we r makin. B cautious w these times, take them not 4 granted. A happily ever upon a time. A bewitching enchantment. Against all odds, despite the gamble. Regardless of what's at stake, it's nothin we can't handle. Not shaken nor stirred, disrupted or dismantled. Love conqueres all. Its all fair, its r war. Check & mate. The queen is the most powerful piece on the board. by the king's side she remains. No matter happens, & even when it gets hard. Bc all ur rights, outweigh the wrongs...bc I write lyrics & u write songs. Bc w all the lies, there exist more truth. bc if u add me all up it will equal you.
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I love it lady!! Sorry I havent been online lately...I see I have a lot of catching up to do...and some writing myself...but I feel ya...the doubts and insecurties of relationships....It takes work...Its far from easy...Just take it one day at a time...and love regardless and things work out...I had to learn to trust myself enough to allow love in my heart again...I am FINALLY competely in love (no just lust) and FINALLY loved compeletly in return :)
I must say that the only relationship that has ever made me feel completely Secure, Loved and Whole, is the relationship that I have with my Heavenly Father. A relationship that requires 100% of myself all of the time. God has finally made me whole without anyone, which has prepared me for the step that I thought I would never take again. I thought my pain, loneliness and suffering for the last few years in regards to relationships was at times too much to bare and counterproductive. However, God had to make me whole through him before I would be ready to share part of what belongs to him with anyone else. God has helped me understand so much about myself and allowed me to learn from my past. Now I can recognize mistakes made in thoughts, actions, behaviors etc from the past that still try to manifest themselves in the present. I have met someone who inspires me to want to change those things. Someone who inspires me to Love and Let Go. Although I don't know what the future will bring, I know the difference now between a person God places in my life or uses in my life in contrast to someone the Flesh throws in my direction. I am IN LOVE WITH GOD AND NOW IN LOVE WITH A YOUNG LADY. Praise the Lord and I plead the Blood of Christ over our friendship and relationship. It's awesome to be in Love with someone and not be overwhelmed by the flesh. I pray that God protects us from all of th enemies tricks and protects us from our fleshly desires and encourages and strengthens our spiritual connection between one another.
Jen Jen I am so happy to hear that you are in love. Love is the sweetest thing, and not that kind disguised as lust....lol. And yes, it is the greatest thing in the world to believe in yourself, trust yourself, love yourself, because only then can you truly be open to recieve said blessings. Peace and blessings boo...and hit me up girl...don't make me google your whereabouts...you know I will. Love ya.
Cush...I am more than happy for you as well. It's so amazing how good God is. By you giving up all you, you left nothin left but room for blessings to rain down on you. All the sacrifice, all the selflessness, all the being used. If anyone deserves real true love it's you two.
Man oh man, I love to see my friends in love, it's a blessing all in its own. Y'all be good to your loved ones, take every moment for more than whats its worth, be careful with those moments. Be cautious those you say you love and those who love you. Continue to praise God in all that you do.
I give all praises and honor to All Mighty God...Without Him I would be nothing! He has given me strength that I thought I never had and now I am WHOLE...With His love and His direction combined with my obedience I am healed from all the scars and pain from life!! He has blessed my life abundantly and continues to do so daily!!
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