Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Love Tastes Like

Sucking my freshly painted toes and lickin my cum off my fuschia fingertips. We're going round for round. Not stopping til dawn. We're going nonstop, you keep makin me cum. We countin them out 9999, 1000, 10001. And our night has just begun. If they'd told me, I would have never believed, you would be the one. To leave me speechless and spellbound. Took the thrown, now I wearin you crown. And the jewels match my heels. Making love in royal chambers, it's a dream made real. Humbly bow down. To the one whom no one compares. He can travel the earth and I'd have no fear. He can surf the constellations and I'd wait right here. For a King always returns....you runners up, goin head and let it burn. There can only be one. He is the moon, I am the sun. I push his buttons and wear his button ups. With sparkling red lipstick and four inch black pumps. He's won his bride and proved his match. He comes equipped with anything I may lack. I blow his mind, he leaves a trail of kisses down my back. He loves my sounds and loves makin me make them. I crave his aura...I am lost without him. He made me a woman, he epidemises man. I am his world, I give him my hand. In missionary he cradles me. Tucks me tight and kisses me hard. Soft stare in my eyes, one beat between two hearts. He conquers me from behind. He grips my hips and steals my thighs. He talks to me aggresively. He journeys deep within me. I coyly throw it back. Upon my flesh, mixing with his manish moans, you can hear the slaps echoing down the hall. I am his everything, I give him my all

8 comments:

JStar said...

Beautifully written...These special feelings are to be cherished...

ndcush said...

Those feelings are to be cherished is right and reinvented on a regular basis. Someone is hitting dat ass right (how typical of a Man). No really their are some very jealous and envious men and women out there with not so great sex lives.

Let's all try practicing abstinence once in a while (Real Talk)

The You Axis said...

Abstinence is good for those who choose that path. It is not for everyone...I have done it and will not do it again.

ndcush said...

To each is own, I'm not a judge. However I do know through reading your blogs what beliefs you have so listen up. So, as you consider Christ's sacrifice for you, what wouldn't you willingly give up for him? Is there anything? When we truly know what is cost for our freedom, there should be nothing we wouldn't give up to God in return. "Never say Never" especially to God. I mean this is the most respectful and gentle way as possible. You are a sister in Christ so me must correct one another with gentleness and kindness.
1st Corinthians 6:12 "Everything is permissible for me-but not everything is beneficial. Everything is permissible for me-But i will not be mastered by anything"
The question to ask your self is NOT: "Is this okay for me to do" Aren't I free as a believer? Is this expressly prohibited by God's Word (Bible), or is this a gray area, and I just need to be careful?

The question should be: Is this beneficial for me to do? Am I mastering it, or is it mastering me? The way you answer that question is simple: Can I drop it right now today, and put it out of my life forever? If it's not mastering you, the answer will easily be YES. If it would be more difficult for you to do, then it has a hold on you.

The You Axis said...

That was deep...Really made me think. Of course, I can do without certain things. Sex being one of them. I listen to the angels when they whisper me secrets at dawn. HIS sacrifice for us cannot be compared to any little thing we call ourselves "sacrificing". HE is amazing, truly. I believe that many of us coul benefit from a lil sacrifice every now and again...but people often do things for a result. Their heart is not pure. They believe the word of God out of fear of punishment or they follow the BIBLE b.c they were raised to. Some people only fast when they want something, like a raise or promotion...so they fast and pray and pray and fast. But is it ginuine when it's not done just for CHRIST's sake? Who out here prays, believes, fasts and does so...not to receive blessings, but just to do it? Anybody. I do. I pray, because I have jokes to tell GOD. I fast bc. the texts says so...plain and simple. I believe, because I know for a fact that without him, I am nothing. I try not to ask for tangible things when I pray...I ask for protection of others, forgiveness, peace of mind, joy in my heart...good health and an open spirit. I don't practice abstinence because it is my choice. There are many things I could be and should be doing that would be much more pleasing to GOD. Thank the stars, he is so patient with me. I am sure it wears thin from time to time but he understands. Sex should not be taken lightly. But it is a perfectly natural, wonderful, beautiful experience. No it should not be abused and one should wait until it's worth the time and effort. One gives oneself to another during sex and receives a part of someone else. A man/woman of GOD, does not sleep with swine, for you wake up covered in mud...do not sleep with dogs for wake flee bitten. However, if two people are respectful the others mind, body and spirit...then by all means indulge. It is to be shared amongst the deserving...not passed around just because. My views, may be unconvential...they even be considered unGODly. But again, HE is always me...even when I do wrong. I would rather love a man for all my days and he loves me back and make love to him for all my life...than marry a man who I am not sexually compatible with. I would rather live in lust with a man whom I adore, than be sexually abused or neglected by a man I married. Marriage does not make sex right. Love does. God is love.

JStar said...

I agree with both but Lady you are more like we do, not saying that is right. But yes, we fall victim to the desires of the flesh. I have been married, twice, to the wrong men. Marriage should be a beautiful thing but now days I have truly lost hope in finding a man who can truly embody the true idea of what marriage is supposed to be. People take marriage soo lightly. Being married to someone you are not sexually compatable with is very very frustrating. I know, but thats not what ended the marriage. God knows our hearts. I have been on the path of looking for love or believing that someone truly loves me when in fact the only Man who can truly love me is God himself. I am tired of giving myself to a man or my husband when he doesnt truly deserve it. Tired of being hurt. Being abused. So now I pray and live my life the best I can and have been way more reserved about who I share my body with. I have lost hope in marriage.

The You Axis said...

I agree with you on all that...nevr loose hope in marriage. Third times the charm, right? I do wholeheartedly believe GOD is the only man for me. No one has ever loved me the way I hoped, dreamed, imagined or heard of. No man...not any of my fathers...bilogical or step. It's a shame, but not saddening. I am making peace with the disappointments. No one is blame...it's just God has a differenct joy in store for us. It may not be in the form of a man, may not be in the form of flesh...It may be in the form of a man that we just have yet to meet. No one knows and that's the fun part. Two failed marriages would scar the shit out me too when it comes to walking "the green mile" again. However, fear not, fellow believer. HE has a plan...we just have to wait to receive it. There can only be one KING. Only one FATHER...I have said that enraged in the past due the repeated heartache from my men I looked up to and admired, loved and cared for...but now I say it out of peace and joy. When men fail it is not on purpose...FORGIVE THEM FATHER, FOR THEY NOT WHAT THEY DO...and that goes for women too. We know not how much pressure we put on people...we know not how much commotion we cause. We only know that we work to better or relationship with GOD...we are a work in progress. Trust love, God's love is real and pure, you may thought you knew it in the past, but trust...bc you went thru and endured all that you have...you'll know now, the real from the make beleive. Love ya.

ndcush said...

Keep Hope Alive:)

Psalm 39:7 says. And now Lord, what do I wait for? My hope is in you." Wait patiently on the Lord, as His time is not our time. But you must have hope and faith that He will see you through whatever it is.

God is always watching over us, and there is nothing impossible for Him to do. Psalm 31:24 tells us. "Be of good courage, and He will strengthen your heart. All you who hope in the Lord." God doesn't want us to loose hope, or doubt His faithfulness. He is forever faithful

Romans 5:3-5 "And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character, and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us."

And now, Lord, what do I wait for and expect? My hope and expectation are in You. Psalm 39: 7

The Lord is my portion or share, says my living being (my inner self); therefore will I hope in Him and wait expectantly for Him. Lamentations 3: 24

But if we hope for what is still unseen by us, we wait for it with patience and composure. Romans 8: 25



For whatever was thus written in former days was written for our instruction, that by [our steadfast and patient] endurance and the encouragement [drawn] from the Scriptures we might hold fast to and cherish hope. Romans 15: 4

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in God and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my [sad] countenance, and my God. Psalm 43: 5

But I will hope continually, and will praise You yet more and more. Psalm 71: 14

May the God of your hope so fill you with all joy and peace in believing [through the experience of your faith] that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound and be overflowing (bubbling over) with hope. Romans 15: 13

Happy (blessed, fortunate, enviable) is he who has the God of [special revelation to] Jacob for his help, whose hope is in the Lord his God. Psalm 146: 5