Thursday, June 5, 2008

Nightly

You once lit me like lightening on a midsummer's night. Once upon a kiss, once upon a time. You once beckoned me in whispers. Come here, I heard your heart say. You soul requested, for a while fair maiden please stay. Sit down and just relax. On my high heeled open toes, you undid the straps. Slowly slid them down them my legs. Removed the shoes, then slid you hands back up my calves. New fantacies unfurl, ones I didn't even know I had. Planted kisses from my toes up. I knew exactly what was happening, and I knew I didn't want it to stop. Took your time on my thighs. Blindfolded me. Flipped me over and tasted my nectar drip-drops from behind. Planted kisses and little nibbles on my backside. Make me speak in tongues, make my eyes roll. Pin me down and try to make it come out the other side. Spread me wide. Make my pretty toes curl. Make me call out, make me shout. Make me whimper, make me cry. Our sessions rival the crackling of thunder. Make me rumble. Before you, I shatter to pieces. Stuck in this season. Can't see past you. This ain't nothin, but our twice a day ritual. So kismet, so tribal. So animalistic. Make me only knowledgeable of you, eraser of all logic. You can play Dean and I the naughty Valedictorian. Teach, what you see fit I learn. Tomorrow I'll be your TA and assist with the curriculum. Make me glow, I'll be your private porn star. Lights, camera, candles, go! Make me your virgin whore. For this I burn. For you she yearns. I've dreamed of a love easy and didn't know he'd look like you. I've passed over dozens and been a fool for a few. And just like the rest, almost exactly like the others, you were gone when the wind blew. I was out that day and didn't get the memo. Boom is all I heard, that was when the thunder hit and oh shit. Take cover before the lightening strikes. Too late and now all i remember is how you lit me up one evening in the spring. Once upon a kiss. Once upon a time.

3 comments:

ndcush said...

What would you rather have at night? A dream, fantasy, nightmare, can you have one without the other or is it possible to understand a dream without a fantasy or fantasy witout a dream or a nightmare without fantasy? What about when a dream come true becomes your worst nightmare or a nightmare becomes a fantasy and eventually the best thing that ever happened to you. Free will is amazing and perspective is intertwined with what we would like to be reality. Things are not as bad as they seem or are they? Life could always be worse but it could also be alot better. So thankfull for wisdom, so gratefull for hidden secrets that are only revealed to the most attentive eyes and ears. Life is a fantasy, a dream come true, the greatest thing that happens to me every morning I awake and take in my first conscious breath.

The You Axis said...

I admire ur use of words Mr NDCush....nice! God is good, no question about that. & when I wake up to my fav gospel song being song in chorus or when all my nightmares end with me in a church looking up...even ones that have me screaming and crying...no wailining; then I awake in a church...those are moments I remember...there cannot be joy without pain. His mission is one that is balanced...like yin and yang...dreams are sooooo much more appreciated at the tail end of a nightmare. I should know...my life over the past years has been a prime example...my dreams/nightmares are a reflection of that.

JStar said...

I love but hate these kinds of dreams...Too perfect to ever be reality :)