if & when I die

If I die 2nite b4 I wake. Know that uve changed my life n so many ways. The magig wand that is the pen. That leak on the table of mind. it b hard 2 write shit cuz I dnt be havin time. So if I go, be sure 2 let em knw. B sure 2 remember. She like long bubble baths & starin @ the stars. She was passion walking. a dreamer. B sure 2 recall the power that's the phoenix. An ever burning ember. She was an angelic sinner, there was none finner. If I die 2nite. B4 my time. Be sure 2 bury me w/ music playin n my ears. Scatter my ashes 2 the wind or burn them as inscence. Tell them she was a warrior & she was glorious. Remember she was a teacher, a leader & a healer. She had powers people couldn't undertand. She had a light illuminated from inside out. She wasn't scared 2 tell u what she was about. @ her memorial, b there singin, dancin, praisin. Get ur party on. @the end take deep a breath, chant a long om. Neo soul, gogo, rap, hip hop, rock & roll, bluegrass, country, classic, jazz, swith the playlist up & let run from start to end. If I die tmrw. Know that I had fun. I died a winner. I'm on 2 greener pastures. No longer shall I suffer. Struggle. Hustle & Grind 4 just anthr dollar. Know I'm kickin it w/ acient, kings, myths, & philosophers. Scholars, fathers, my sister, his brother, all the aborted babies, all the lost souls of cousins & all the grandmothers. If I die sooner than later, remember her laughter. Remember her love of nature. Remember her scribes & her addiction 2 music. Remember her sign & how it represented fire. Remember how that business she help start set the streets on fire. Remember how she had spirit. She had soul. She had that lil something extra, dat bounce. Dat glow. Remember how she was shy & yet untamed. She was holy, but insane. Remember she performed well under pressure, by any means neccesary. She showed & prove. She was wordly, womanly & girly, so hot. She was cool. She defied all others & made her own rules. If I die, b4 I wake. I pray the all mighty, my soul 2 take.