Speach (Farewell Address)

Focused. Driven. Get up and work out with me, meditate with me. While at dance class you at the court or the gym. Take me to church. I make breakfast you make lunch, we make dinner. You work late, after Business 101 I make dinner. We converse even we're mad. You encourage me to hang with the gurls...while Im with the gurls ain't gotta worry bout you with another girl. We are our world. Successful. Tasteful. Strong. Sexy. Timeless. Classic. Mirror Image or close enough. Chivalrous. Determined. Willed. God fearing. Grace saying. The real is just as good as the rep, nah betta. It's crazy. It's unstoppable. It's graceful and tactful. It's beautiful, and uncapturable. Unbreakable. Fully capable of being all that it's supposed to be, no comparing. No doubting. Full fledged, jumped over the ledge and enjoying the fall...I am one who believes that it is possible to have it all. Help me study, help you progress. We eat such a variety of foods, that our affair is easy to digest. Simple and complex; a step above the rest. I refuse to think one must give up this for that. Five hour sessions can be sex or chit chat. It's so funny how people try to deny the abundance of pleasure from just a gaze into the eyes...of the one. How quickly we shun or shy away...How many excuses or so called reasons to procrastinate. Yet still fornicate and it's OK as long as y'all just "friends." I know how this starts but lets change the ending...When you come with the extra and break away from the ordinary. Your plight is not any different from mine or the next, we are all trying to accomplish something, elevate to a higher plane and a deeper place. Attractive, with great social skills. Amazing in bed. Deeply passionate and not afraid to experiment. Smart...no, intelligent and wise. Challenging, in a fun way...easy like a, b, C's. Complex but not complicated. Gut busting sense of humor and amazing ability to know exactly what to say and when to say it. Generous, but not overbearing. Protective, but not insanely jealous. Shy but aggressive. Cute, but not sexier than. Speaking of sexy, got to have mad, animalistic attraction. Got to be at the door on the floor or kitchen counter, shower, balcony, terrace, foyer, picnic table, park bench, club bathroom, restaurant coat closet. Speaking of restaurant, got to know how to make reservations or give back rubs and bubble baths just at the mention of a long day. When one does not have to ask. Gotta be able to throw out exam questions while y'all flossing in the morning and or in the shower and even during sex...just for giggles :) Read me chapters and recite facts during a foot massage. Spontaneous trips away just because they notice how hard you work, how dedicated you are and feel that if anyone deserves the "extra" it's you. If anyone deserves a break it's you, if anyone deserves the gift of joy it's you and anyone can even be blessed enough to be allowed to do that well it's me...see I am patiently waiting for the man who feels like that about me. If I am Beyonce, then I'm waiting on my Jay Z. Just simple consideration. A trip to the park to read. His novel, your novel. Her fashion mag and your king. To paint toes and allow her to shave your beard. To have breakfast over the paper or while writing y'all midterm papers. To experience a love of a higher divinity. A love that is not distracting but encouraging. To know a love, to learn a love that is uplifting and strengthening, versus traumatic and damaging. To know a love like no other. To receive the just because flowers and the surprise gift. To be well kept and looked after but not changed and smothered. To be you and be loved. To be one with one. When the sex is so good you shed tears. See that is real...that is not just because it feels real good physically. That is a result of how good it feel s spiritually. I'm no expert...just my thoughts.